welcome to the site! Read the description to the left for details regarding the theory behind this site. Some may know this section as an "Abstract"
The History of Energy
the beginning is the end
Under this section is a paper written for an Honours Psychology course, the History of Psychology. The task was to trace a topic from contemperary Psychology back through various historical stages to see how that topic has grown over the course of time. The topic I chose was energy, or Energy Psychology. Enjoy research from Feinstein (most recent) all the way back to Pythagoras.
The Future of Energy
the end is the beginning. This section includes all the previous homepage fails ;) enjoy!
This is the major veiwpoint taken on this site in regard to these topics, but since the completion of my Masters degree in Gender Studies, I've been trying to go back and make it more inclusive. This link includes a proposed field theory for Psychology because the two major branches of Psychology (quantitative and qualitative) find it hard to see eye to eye. This (and the next) section is for members only.
This section proposes a Grand Unified Field theory or "theory of everything" for Physics, backed up by a mathematical equation.
This section unites all sections together to unite the branches of Science and Religion. Many different perspectives are taken and these two seemingly opposing forces are united through many different angles.
This section looks at the conflicts or cycles between New Age free thought and Orthodox dogmaticism. The feud between these two opposing forces revealed the truth regarding the story of Jesus, what he really taught and to whom he truly gave the rites to teach his faith. This section explores why the movie The Last Temptation of Christ was banned in other countries, looks at the Da Vinci Code and presents a controversial paper/theory showing the hidden meaning of world religious symbols.
This section begins with a confusing paper about taking back the spirit. If the point can be penetrated, it tells an interesting story about Modernity and the Age of Reason, with a twist by providing evidence that emotion could be considered superior to reason. It also complicates Carteasian mind/body distinctions by adding spirit back into the equation. Have fun following that one lol. I can't even follow it ;) There are other papers about explaining Mystical experiences and others comparing Western and Eastern styles of consciousness. My favourite is the book review of Kabbalah. I like how this site allows me to go back and fix/reword old papers/ideas. This section really details what it is like to have a theory in the making and shows how ideas develop over time. One day my ideas/theory will be comprehensive to others outside my wacky brain :)
This section includes research done on the importance of emotional charge on ESP communication. It proposes that it is emotion communication that makes telepathy successful. The second paper in this section addresses dreams and dream interpretation. Two Dream interpretation methods (Freud's and Jung's) were analyzed to determine which method produced the most accurate results. The third paper presents research on Understanding Altered States of Conciousness and the last paper in this section is about Western Consciousness and how we are very individualized and perhaps out of balance due to us being lost in the Grand Illusion (Maya). The next paper looks at The Implication of Eastern Concepts on Western Ideals, to propose a potential balance between the two world views.
This section includes a paper about the subject-object dichotomy in Philosophy
This section begins with a work that is a detailed analysis of the screenplay/poem found in the Art section of this site. This paper looks at the research behind the play that inspired its manifestation (or why I wrote the play). It is hard to avoid the Book of Revelations when the topic of the Apocalypse comes up, so the next paper in this section is a comparison of the similarities and differences of the Book of Daniel and the Book of Revelations. Many similarities were found and the research leads one to beleive that we are in the dawning of the Age when we will see great changes in the world as we know it today.
This section includes papers on 3 pathways to happiness (physical, mental, emotional), followed by a paper on how to end prejudice, a paper on the polarization of the sexes is next (as it is hypothesized by this site that the true or pure unification of All That is in the Universe is solved by the reunification of the energy of the sexes ;). Finally, this section ends with an empirical thesis exploring the equal validation or rational and emotional styles.
This section contains a play or screenplay called the Grand Drama that is written entirely out of prose (the owner and creator of this website has personally written everything that appears on it). This work of art reveals a hidden message, one that may unlock the key to the mysteries of the universe! This page also includes a shortened poem of the Grand Drama and provides a link to a song that is about Plato's Analogy of the Cave (members only).
this is a collection of my poetry - enjoy!
This is a collection of my songs - enjoy! =)
This is my photo collection
Key to the Legend
Red = Philosophy
Blue = Physics
Yellow = mathematics
green = hard sciences
grey = psychology
the parts under construction are labeled as such or blanketed by <<< ____ >>> indicating personal notes to self to improve the site, or the layout of the information presented.
Some say it means to be responsible.
Others say its to focus on only what is possible.
No more flare, no spontaneity; no spice in life.
You must be practical and be a good wife.
No more imagination, no more living the dream.
Settling is what growing up means.
No more sparks or visions or innovations,
And your songs can’t be on the radio stations!!!
Doing chores and keeping things clean,
That’s what growing up really means.
It means you must care about what others think,
And must do as they say or you will sink.
You must conform to society,
And that means giving up your piety.
It doesn’t matter what your heart says is wrong.
You must blindly follow along to belong.
No more flights of fantasy.
You must be down to Earth and reality.
No more thinking behind the scenes;
That’s what growing up really means.
They know the cures but don’t care about health.
Nothing matters but material wealth.
There is no more destiny - only fate.
And get a McJob that you really hate.
Become a blind, mute following sheep.
Don’t ask questions that are too deep.
No more free thinking for me,
That’s what growing up really means.
Whatever happened to “come as a child”?
When was the last time you really smiled?
It’s not growing up that’s life’s endeavour,
But, becoming pure like a child, forever.
Whatever I have learned about growing up,
Is that it is nothing more than becoming corrupt.
A Cry from the Corner
Would you love your mother, if she also loved another?
Would you love your wife if she carried a knife?
Would you love your child if he ran wild, or
Your idol if he came unbridled?
What of whom you are most impressed,
If he turned out to be like all the rest?
Would you love your Christ if s/he smoked the pipe,
Or did a heist like a thief in the night?
Would you love the devil if he leveled his head,
A heart of gold if it were made of lead?
Would you go to hell if it asked for your help?
Can you love and forgive yourself?
New Y2K Warning
We have invented the end of the world, as intended;
The Light has bended, home.
Dreams appear before your feet
As you greet the new path with your steps.
Free from gravity, anything we please appears.
Enough of these gears of time and wasted energies.
Live for today, or pass away into Y2K.
If you come you will be the cream of the soul;
So full of promise and potential of height,
Bursting with new light.
No more tight chains, no weights, no gravity boots.
No more stomping on vines of spoiled fruits.
But, super symmetry, poetry in motion;
An immaculate notion of peace, the ultimate release.
So, ask yourselves, people of the earth;
What is your mirth and what is it worth?
We have the right to explore – splendor.
You are the pain that's in my fable,
But the Cain that makes me Abel.
You are the trainer in my stable strong.
You are the gainer at my table,
the strength behind the cable
Where my brain therefore tends to Babylon.
You're my mercury Mad-hatter hat,
the curiosity that killed the cat.
My Everest i forever climb,
The clock that ticks yet knows no time.
You're my death by chocolate, Willy Wonker,
The toughest thing I've tried to conquer.
The man fights his female,
not knowing that he's chasing his tail.
The woman in turn rejects her male,
Not knowing this is what caused her to fail.
Can you see me in the mirror?
Is it me you steer for, or is it just a weirder part of you?
Can you see me at a near door?
Is that what you fear or is it just a queerer point of You?
Sorry it is I who comes with paradise.
Look into my eyes and tell me that you know; be wise, tell me you will go.
Let's find a way to work together, for the better; forget our fears.
Even disappointments anoint us in our quest for the best; the test of our years.
When I'm with you, the world peels away.
There's no past or future, not even today.
The walls of the now fade into background,
revealing a new world, new order, new town.
It's ours to enjoy, you're my chosen;
the key that unlocks the door with the holes in em
The turn that unlocks the key
to a new way to be; a world never seen before.
We are the mystery, the envy of all.
Welcome to my crystal ball.
Can you hover over the cloud that covers over a bustling crowd?
Can you lay the tracks like a hound in uncharted ground; like he was in a down town lost and found?
Can you hear the sound of the mound howling at the moon?
Can you hear the chime of the crime; singing the end is coming soon?
Are you in tune with the key we're playing in?
Can you reign in the storm that we're swaying in?
Can you understand anything I'm sayin' or should I just shut up!!??
I sea the beaches in your horeyeson
I hear your there and everywhere, but
I smell your nosey scheme.
I meat the steak you drove into my heart
Where I hold the hands of time.
I spoke to the wheel of your feelings and
Have heeled your questionable feats.
Your camp is in my site.
I catch the raise of your height and have
Rightened my wrongs when you left.
I have eaten off your silver spoon,
Now there’s a fork in the plate of my chest.
I am weigh out of balance.
Sew, I don your mourning and
Have past your present on.
Time is a tree, in which we breathe,
Both roots and the leaves a part of me.
The roots my feet, my head the leaves that shoot to the future in an endless stream,
The past are the footprints made by my feet and in the present my fruiture may be finally reaped.
But over the years the energy got weak and needed resources to compete in the endless struggle that became a battle to claim the title of Complete.
But not one of us was complete on our own, so the battle remains and has never been won.
So all the Queen’s power and all of King’s men couldn’t put the Fall back together again.
And the tree got so big and so overgrown that each side no longer felt like my own.
It's been so long that they've been apart,
That I'm finished with not knowing where to start.
To bring them together, forever, in love
Like the Husband to the Bride of the earth from above.
Perhaps the task is to bask in self worth because the unification of you is your mirth
This may sound narcissistic and sick but it’s true
'Cause the two worlds that parted are both parts of you.
The Taboo of Oedipus and his legend is carried
Cuz your father and brother and mother were married!!!
And the secret of life has now been revealed,
Promoting the sewing of scars to be healed.